How's my heart supposed to be in the right place when its on the left? :/

I don't feel like an A level student at all; and that scares the shit out of me. (not literally; thankfully)

Sometimes you go along thinking that by the time IT comes you'll be ready. That's how I felt, at least. And yet now it's looming and I realize I'm so bloody unprepared. T.T

Just gotta do it, now. I excel when it comes to the crunch; or so I like to assure myself.