Trained, and I realized that at the root of it, I'm still back at that quintessential problem: Focus. And I kinda know how it developed.

A few months back, I didn't really have much difficulty focusing on the feeling, and on maintaining it. Then problems started cropping up in my action and I started being obsessive about them; trying to correct them and so on. And in the process, I lost my focus.

I'll have to build it up slowly I guess. Just let go of the front, to grasp the back totally.

The meds are wearing off, so I'm a little tired...