You won't ever see this; that's for sure, but whatever.

I'm sorry that I'm so meaningless. The words - or thoughts, at least - are there; in the somewhat shallow recesses of my mind, yet my brain freezes up, and my voice fails me; and I end up blurting out the first thing that pops from the mess.

The more I care the more strongly I am afflicted, a personal failing I guess.

But I'm truly sorry; anyways.